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Thursday, 25 December 2008

  • merry christmas !
    happy birthday Jesus. (:

     i'm gaining everything back little by little.
    This year, despite all i've seem to have lost.. i realize i have lost nothing, and i gained so much.
    its so great what difference it makes seeing what you have instead of what you don't have.
    its so amazing to know i don't deserve this.
    God Is Good.




Friday, 12 December 2008

Saturday, 06 December 2008

  • nostalgic?

    so, i've spent half this morning miserable and most of my sixteenth year out of focus though its only been 5 days i've been sixteen.
    i was looking at myspace, at other peoples profile believing there life is better than mine. i mean, come on..
    right now i'm living  a city away from all my closest friends, i'm going to a ghetto school, i'm living in a ghetto city with a not so ghetto neighborhood when i once lived in the best, most of all.. i'm so out of focus. if i were in focus life would be different. i started to miss japan, sleepovers, having your bestfriend live practically down stairs from you. i started to miss my old life.. but most of all i missed my quiet times. i missed my best friend whos always next to me. i missed being joyful and not just happy. then i look back.. and i see i have nothing.. yet i have everything.
    God taught me a while back that even though everything is taken away i can still be thee most joyful person in the world with no reason but God by my side.
    oh, happy birthday to all the december people out there & especially madonna.


Monday, 01 December 2008

  • happy birthday to me.
    thankyou Lord for another year you have given me and for your faithfulness, love, and grace you've poured out throughout my years.
    here's to the more opportunities to trust you. <3

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